What can you do?
Over the past several days and week the paranoia has gone up and down. Over the past several days it has been increasingly worse. My first thoughts is my meds are off or i need to talk to my docotr. If I tell my docotr that I am having issues this will result in several weekly meeting on adjusting the meds and trying to get them back in line. I personally feel this would do more harm than good. I am not opposed to adjusting my meds but there is something i have learned about the disease is that events and episodes are going to come and go. The best thing I caan do when these extreme valleys or peaks come is to hold on and enjoy the ride as much as I can. For me the ride is short and does not last very long but for some of you it might be long and a differnt technique i probably more useful. So as I am riding this wave and getting the hell beat out of me and...